Suddenly My Senses

2007

 

In the center it’s blackness but at the edges

I can see a  peircing glow from the sun.

 

With my hands I uncover my eyes—opening them slowly.

Like developer all those colors of a photograph appear.

 

Here I am—king of the hill!.

The light gleams off the edges of the windswept wheat

There’s a simple breeze—with an insect mantra.

A pattern blows along the grasses like brush marks.

 

I walk down and then up another mound and notice

A small forest with pink ribbons garnishing the trunks.

My soul lights up like the wheat,

Detaches and stagnates.  

My youthfulness makes believe:

 

I decide the ribbons are decorations to celebrate

These wild and beautiful creatures.

It’s an earlier time too and that loud sawing noise,

Just animal calls or two birds matting.

The smoke is a native feeding his children.

 

But then--

There’s a really big fucking sign that’s being raised up

And connected to some fat steel rod.

The pink ribbons were less decoration

And more like dotted lines for gas powered scissors.

 

And suddenly my senses-- which are sharpened like whittled wood.

Carved from the smell of gasoline, burning tree flesh and heated metal.

Absorbing like chlorophyll-- we’re all just buried among the billboards,

The creatures of this space and my progressive city street.

 

 But hey now, hold on--too lofty I say to myself and reel her back in,

The soul wasn’t meant to think and after all, I’m one of the freaks, imagining!

 

A few sparks fly and I put my hard hat back on.

With so many magazines and plenty of pictures,

I decide I can’t be distraught, it’s just progress.

 

© 2001-2010 Eric Ridge